Hey sweets Once again, I flied back home from Matric College in the weekend. Home is truly a place I wanted to be 2 days were enough to energized my back. No water problems, bathroom fights and definitely no stress. Yes, I’m planning to go back home next weekend too even though, the festival holidays are around the corner. 2 more weeks to be exact. Experiencing a life without parents was harsh but I managed to overcome it with a few cries. But what teared me the most was fasting without them. Every early dawn, they would wake me up and all the food were already served on the table, but in dorm life, I had to wake up on my own and due to my overload laziness and sleepiness, I ate a few biscuits and drank a cup of milo, then threw my head back to the pillow. Lol. I missed the family environment But in the weekend, I would come back home and spend my fasting days with them.

Yesterday, I broke my fasting with Hadi slash boyfriend. Lol. It was fun and we bought lots of food. Correction, he bought lots of food which I curiously questioned myself where the hell would the food go in his stomach. I enjoyed the moments since it was like a month we last saw each other and a little sad though. I will surely miss him after this Only time could tell. (Credit to Ferny)

Hey sweets! It’s been like 3 months since I last visited here Sorry. Life was hectic that moment and someone hacked into my wordpress. *secretly praying for lightning to struck that person.” I lost all my data and I didn’t back-up my site ( yes, my fault >.< ) I have to start all over again as you can see but thank God, I saved some file. Phew.

Hmm. In my last update, I told you guys that I was accepted to Labuan Matriculation College and was damn happy about it. Well, it lasted only a day after I arrived there On the second orientation day, I cried and cried. The seniors were bullies and made our life miserable for one whole week. I was glad when it was over! But, I was being so naive because hell just begun. We were divided into 3 groups according to our courses.

Physical Science ( Chemistry, Physics, Maths )

Life Science ( Chemistry, Biology, Maths )

Accounting ( Accounting principles, Business, Maths, Economics )

I took Physical Science , hoping to be an Engineer someday *still thinking of what kind of engineer though, so shussh.*

The days in Matrics started out really fast. We must to finish 16 chapters in one semester which consists 5 months only Quizzes and quizzes every fucking week and having such brilliant classmates were not helping a bit. I felt damn low and stupid. Even a B+ is not enough here. Every single of my weekend were filled with sleep and sleep.

My relationship wasn’t that perfect either. We fought a lot and broken up twice.

Blah blah. End of the past. Just step forward right?

I think I should end it here. Will update more! Toodles. Oh, Happy Ramadhan to all my muslim friends!